HAPPY B'DAY YILING! (:

metting in the morning today.
waste of time? omg. sorry lmao
met ger and lynn with moy today
went to do mani with ger at little india
whhile lynn and moy waited.
:D :D :D hee. lmao
went shopping at raffles city.
bought masks. lynn being damn funny
HAHA. she try the mask then all look weird. lmao
k dun so mean. the point is we all got our masks.
and moy got her dress (:
i think i somehow got super hyper at the mrt
keep laughing non-stop.
lunched then we went hougang get heels. :D :D :D
homed at 6. my blisters really hurting ):
prom tmr. seriously i not looking forward to it
haha. its like deja vu!
im tired. didnt slp well.
slping over lynn's house tmr. (:
movie marathon. lmao.
OH OH! CHARMAINE'S GONNA BE MY VALENTINE NXT YR :D
we promised each other alr. lmao.
if she cant make it in time for valentines day = CNY
then i'll just send flowers over to australia
HAHA. if it's even possible for me to do so
okok. i want rest. if i can get any rest. ugh
annoying shit.
its either this or that.
no trouble luh k.
idk anything so stop finding me!



did i mention im tired?
i seriously am.

seems like im not doing anything right again
i just need a shoulder to lean on.

i think this wont be the best hols ba.
after o's le. but i somehow wish
time could turn back.
frustrated. prom's like in a wk's time
things still not finished.
i haven pack. omg. lmao.
haven shop! !@$%^&
k nvm got more time nxt month i guess
charmaine wish u r here now
i've got like a million things to update u ):
k maybe i shouldnt find job
i'll just accompany u till u go back aus nxt yr
haha (: stay at ah ma house.
then when aunt's off day we can go out (:
watch videos like we used to k? :D
miss you many many (:
the yr really pass very fast. too fast in fact.
sigh. ): i want go back m'sia.

 

more pics on fb :D
k with clique todae
went damn high
some songs no need mic also no prob
lmao. our voice damn BOOMZ can. lmao oops
sudd tot of tt word.
now head pain. jialat.
ger called. haha!! pity her still cant go home
cos church stuff. then i had to entertain her.
HAHA! kk tired. m'sia-ing tmr
update after tt ba (:



excuses are just another way 
of giving yourself, self satisfaction

OMG O LVLS FINALLY OVER :D :D :D
my yrs of hard work officially ended today for sec sch life
and thanks for all the heartwarming good luck messages
since the start of o's (: love u guys!
omg.
ok must stop saying omg (:
out with clique for k tmr
like finally! :D lmao
update again. com lagging like no one's business.

 okok im back!!
& u know y?!
i left 2 more pps for o's. OMG
:D but i pity sweetie cos she got
4 more pps cos of hcl.
fyi, yx(wife) become my sweetie alr
lmao. and i finally went shopping
after dk how many donkey years can.
haha!! thanks mommy anw. i use taiwan
as an excuse to get more clothes. oops
and as each day pass, i feel like im 
falling for winnie the pooh even more :D
tired tired. omg and i think i become 
very scandalous lately. HAHA
those who know just shhh k? :D
anw i have to pull myself away from the 
com alr. if not i'll just continue watching
videos. HAHA.
then someone will just come smack
my butt cos im suppose to be studying
and my butt only for her to hit... ... ... ... ... 
too bad my butt alot of ppl smack alr..HAHA oops
dye-ing hair with sweetie nxt fri.
maybe we video call each other. HAHA
i manage to convince my mother let me dye
lmao. after all, it's after o's ma :D
cant wait for my plentiful dates after o's! :D
esp k with clique and the every 7th nxt yr every month
must meet up thing (: 
thinking of it i really feel like crying. omg ):
but think on the bright side. no more sch uniform. :D
update again :D



idk if i can do this

'O' levels.
15 more days
freedom.
one more month.
and then bye bye.
dun come finding me already.

我累了
我好像一个傻瓜
笨笨的等待你的回应
如果有一天我真的不在你的旁边
或者你再也找不到我了
你会终于想我了吗？

forget it. no strength alr. can stop bothering me not

 
this was wad happened for geog lesson ytd
lmao thanks huang for the photo (:
bingo-ed with wife during lesson
then started play hangman.
then they all start playing too.
lmao slack lesson.
lit and ss sucked. haha
lunched with them
homed. study. slp.
omg boring life! 
im supposed to be in m'sia ):
30092009<--- new baby cousin :D
but i still cant get to see her
mooncake festival today
maybe uncle coming over with her daughter ltr
:D :D :D :D
her daughter(amanda) is damn cute can
HAHA so small too. lmao.
and i not paedophile(sp?) uh
kk update another tme.
bye!


i want to spend more time with you

Never gonna be alone-Nickelback
Time, is going by, so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not spending all of here with you
Now I'm wondering why I've kept this bottled inside
So I'm starting to regret not telling all of it to you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
You're never gonna be alone, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

And now, as long as I can, I'm holding on with both hands
'Cause forever I believe
That there's nothing I could need but you
So if I haven't yet, I've gotta let you know

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

Oh, you've gotta live every single day
Like it's the only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Don't let it slip away, could be our only one
You know it's only just begun, every single day
Maybe our only one, what if tomorrow never comes?
Tomorrow never comes

Time is going by so much faster than I
And I'm starting to regret not telling all of this to you

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on
If you ever feel like letting go, I won't let you fall
When all hope is gone, I know that you can carry on
We're gonna see the world out, I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone

I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day
I'm gonna be there always
I won't be missing a word all day



im missing you more each day

sch-ed today
first thing in the morning saw _________
piang. saw her twice somemore
wah i damn bu shuang see her can. 
check pp. all result come back
dk whether to cry or smile.
so no expression. lmao
test mommy all my result.
she ask me give up on geog.
but no, i wont luh
ltr o lvl pp come out easy qn i'll really regret big time.
but still, i wan extra time.
my sis told me today, she's scared of graduating
scared of growing up
scared of living an independent life
thinking along this line, im also scared
cos things definitely change.
and i have fucking difficulty adapting to changes.
& seeing my results now, 
i think go straight to ite also an option.
idk how im gonna pull the D grades to a B3
the Bs to an A
one month left.
tt's all i have.
tt's where my future depends on
really feel like running to somewhere w/o
stress at times. its really killing me.
chapel-ed today
really appreciated pastor's word today
gave me encouragement and peace.
im gonna miss chapel when i leave sch.
& i maybe confirm going taiwan
mommy asked abt my passport stuff
runaway time :D
all e best for all taking their EOYs starting tmr (:
enjoy EOYs, its far better than taking major exams ):



To me, you're something special
To you, I'd always be faithful
I want to be what you always needed
i want you yourself alone

spot me :D lmao
taken two years ago
see the changes in me now?
sigh. but i somehow feel tt the old me
was so much more carefree.
speak wad i want. i didnt had to hide anything then
but everything's different now.
a whole lot different.
sometimes i really dk whether to feel happy, sad, angry or carefree
how i wish i can fix this.
if time could turn back,
i would have not taken the path when i retained
so many countless things changed after tt
but sadly, time doesnt work tt way
there's no backward, only forward
well things don't always go as planned so fuck' em man

went wai synn house talk talk after leaving hougang
i think her first time c me breakdown ba
she got so freaked out. lmao
but yea, thanks babe for hearing me talk today
and thanks jess for sending me tt sms (:
like wad wai synn said, i smiled after reading it :D
really appreciated it (:
left her house arnd 9.30
airport-ed, send daddy off to germany.
homed at 11plus. give me idea go study at airport
I BOOK GER GO AIRPORT WITH ME ON MON (:
yaye (: but it'll be lucky if we dont get lost. lmao
cos we both not really sure how to go except for which bus to take
HAHA! staying home tmr.
no mood go out study. ps.
& my mom officially know i using prepaid alr
but she didnt scold me.
oh wells. i cant be bothered alr. at least i dun have to hide alr.
but i wont use it in front of parents. 
wad a boring life.
bye bitches.



one time after another.

haha i found this pic in my desktop
lmao so cute pls
dedicated to all taking their EOYs, and MAJOR EXAMS (:
and of cos ppl who r gg thru tough times, a gentle reminder
to not give up easily (:
'you don't lose when you fail, you lose when you quit'
yaye motivation (: haha

thanks wens for the lovely post-it u did for some of us individually (:
really motivated me to study (:
even tho i dun like studying. HAHA
today was quite horrible. lmao
all subs we were practically doing pps.
do until neck pain luh. thanks moy
for helping me massage while doing ur work (:
geog was crap. my area like no one listening at all. lmao
teacher just talked for freaking almost 2 hrs :S
lucky we study in enclose area.
cos the weather is like wtf can
the haze is getting onto my nerves every second.
and and and i having fever ):
oh well. im lucky yu xian didnt whack me as much as ytd
she thinks its so funny when she whack then i show the
'constipated mouse face' self-proclaimed by her! -.-
but moy say very cute leh. HAHA!!! :D
tmr timetable is _________
tt's all.
bye cbs! :D


my number 1 (:

yaye (: i <3 this pics (:
& im surprised i still got the 'motherly love' pic (:
tt was like taken last yr can. HAHA (:
thinking back, like wad yx told me b4
i really changed alot :S
good and bad ba.
had talk with ger today while waiting for yx end class
told her stuffs. then ger was like
"u must have backbone la! where's ur backbone?!"
haha inside story.
but then i start to think, am i that gullible?
sigh idk luh
i dun trust ppl so easily,
but when i start to trust ppl,
i'll put my heart and mind into it.
and sometimes getting nth in return ):
idk. who likes being taken for granted anw.
yea so sch started. eek.
hate mass studying. altho got air-con
but there's like almost the whole level studying together
it gets kind of intimidating and irritating. haha
oh wells.no life.
bye!


ily(:

haha my other eye candy on the top photo (:
stupid luh he dw take pic with me ): so sad
so i had to result in taking his unglam
and haha he didnt manage to take my cam away :P
his family moving to hong kong alr ):
had gathering last night till pretty late.
shack man.
sch starting tmr ):
haha i really feel like throwing my electronic devices away now
i dun feel the need in using them except my ipod. lmao
tt's a must for me for now. haha
these few days really damn sian.
text liying. sigh. i miss her ):
so happy can c her in sch tmr. lmao
AND AND AND i really hope my blouse
can cover my bruise. its hideous ttm can :S
talk to wai synn..we both cut hair (diff days la)
until our ponytail very short ): i want my long hair back
sigh. but wadever. time does everything anw.
maybe going taiwan at end of yr. not confirm.
sudd thinking of travelling makes me sick. agh.
cos i want to party first b4 travelling. lmao
and got ppl ask me out alr :D
but o lvl first. HAHA. ):
if can i want go hong kong go visit my other eye candy (: (: (:

tan yiling, i miss you.

we r all in black (:
coincident :D
dinner-ed with sophia and xinying
then xinying had to leave :S
so me and sophia walk walk at PP
we shopped :D
i bought bangles and hairband!
sophia bought bracelet and hairband!
lmao. then bus-ed down to tampines
walk walk. we so in love with accessories now
my new partner to go shopping for accessories alr :D
haha! talked, laughed, listen music, slack :D
im gonna learn korean when o's end :D
sophia bus came early so she left first.
i wait for bus till 9pm :S
bus ride was horrible!
one auntie sit nxt to me then she started talking to herself :S
then she alighted.
then came this guy who sat behind me, and he smelled heavily of chlorine. *gag*
he was still there when i alighted.
then came another man who sat beside me.
no idea y but i felt like he was tugging at my sleeve when he crossed his arms. wtf la!
kk yaye now i know 22 can take straight to tampines. only 30mins :D haha!
stupid luh my first bus ride to tampines last yr was so horrible.
haha okok better not say :P later someone see then angry :S
homed. and my parents are not home. as usual - mahjong luh
nth much. sch starts in 2 days. hallelujah
fuck off
bye!


정말 미안하지만 난 당신을 사랑 메신저
im so sorry mais je t'aime

"When you kill a man, you steal a life.
You steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father.
When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth.
When you cheat, you steal the rights to fairness.
There is no act more wretched than stealing."


Sorry, Im selfish.

omg. prettaye! my hobby of admiring pretty ladies :D  oops
and im in love with this fucking song.

How do i get close
When she looks like an angel
A moment of her time just seems impossible to me
It’s hard to find the words to get to know this stranger
I’m scared of what she’ll say if what i say sounds incomplete
And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do i start

Cuz i can’t keep on feelin’ the way i do
I can’t keep on hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through
I can’t keep on loving you
From a distance

She’s always on my mind there’s no room left for thinking
I’m tired of waiting slowly fading at least i’m happy now
Cuz i’m running out of time and i feel this ship is sinking
The doors are closing i am frozen i need her around
And it feels like we belong together
Can someone tell me where do i start

Cuz i can’t keep on feelin’ the way i do
And i can’t keep on hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through
I can’t keep on loving you
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance
From a distance

I can’t hide
I can’t keep on feelin’ the way i do
And i can’t keep on hiding my heart from you
I got to say something before
Someone else comes through
Cuz i can’t keep on loving you
I can’t keep on loving you from a distance.

oh well. good things eventually come to an end.
bye!